Monday, 10 May 2010

Whole new list crap

okies...regained myself back again,
juz taking a peek back at my previous weakness,
i posted it coz i'm not scared of letting u know it. XD
but dun use it to make fun of me.

1. unable to resist games!! (obviously)
2. amnesia (caused alot of trouble)
3. love to sleep (worst prob in class)
4. anti social sometimes (now no more)
~caused by emo, but actually not even emo, juz membesar2 the thing only i guess
now emo no more!! byes!!
5. lack of self confidence
~u may think i'm quite confident in doing things but i'm not that confidence sometimes,
even simple thing also think over and over and digging up memories to find prove, why?
juz to find proof to convince myself its right. lolz

thats all..i guess...no comments, juz random want to type this out only. As a reminder to myself perhaps?

Sunday, 9 May 2010

Mothers Day Outing.

Well nothing special,
went out for breakfast,
then go 1B watch Ironman,
then stroll around 1B b4 going home,
met yenyen and winnee there,
then kena yenyen sindir,
say me at 1B pakto.
swt =="
then went to PC fair stroll around,
check out laptops and pendrives, lol.

Siao today rain so heavy untill almost everywhere i went also flood.
Luckly own house no flood =="
sienz...exam till wan crazy liao, keep sleep during exam.
prefer they mix the subjects rather than same subject all day
(exp: day xx chemist 2&3, day xx Bio 2&3)
ppl tomorrow last day exam i still need exam untill wednesday...
this is what u get when u involve urself in extra activities,
but no regrets, lolz.

Man...u really took ur sweet time,
i rather u shout it right into my face dude,
ngam ngam now 12am,
changed FB name back to normal,
"His" era now ends,
its time for me to get back what i lost,

私は私が失った確実にもの、戻る!!!

Monday, 3 May 2010

The Imperfection of Life

"Life is never perfect but its not crap also"
Well that's what i have in mind few months ago...

But now, i realise, crappy or not, it all depends on yourself,
and i found out that..
i made mine crappy to the max.

Gaining something is valuable,
But losing something is unreplaceable.

Everytime i speak, i will think few times before i spit my words out,
If i didn't do so, Disaster comes...

Everytime i wanted to say something to u,
i will hold it back,
Not because i'm afraid of the results,
Its because i already know the results
and i dun wanna cause any problem after saying it,
but sometimes,
it really hurts to keep it inside..

Regarding the class shuffling,
True or not,
I dunno,
What i know is i started to hate S2, Start to hate everything ....
Ome phenomena perhaps...
Dropout or not,
I dun care anymore....
Coz i lost something, something i lost long time ago.
and it can't be replaced.

If I said something or do something that hurt ur feelings,
I'm truly sorry and i regret it,